random...

So I have been thinking a lot about where life is heading for me, and I find that in this confusing time, even in all the rukus I have this stableness, this steady certainity. And I have no idea where this came from. when did I become such a level headed person, maybe I am just growing up. It kind of scares me since i have always lived me life by the seat of my pants for the most of my life, and now I have plans and a lifelong goal list...did I morph into a completly diffrent person? Dont get me wrong im not sad that im changing, im just baffled. Is this what happens when you get older????????